Weather Fair
By Lorelei Bacht
Now, what? The shadow pulled
from underneath my feet – how to find
my footing on the rocking, the boat?
Kneaded for years, the ground begins
to bloom into this now, this here, this,
this – and I embrace the work.
At last, a resistance, a wrestling with:
I don't know how to do the happy thing.
What we call: trees, the temperance
of leaves regrown, regrown – no need
for furthermore amputations.
The bleeding stopped and dressed,
the lilies brought, unwrapped, the bone
of China white and clean, the hospital visit –
Now, what? I lean into the morning
sun, unprepared, and quite frankly: terrified.
What if upwards like a balloon?
If unchained, and now lost? The captain
announces: to sit, hold on, to wait it out. If
you could weather the tempest, then you can
weather fair.
Lorelei Bacht's work has appeared or is forthcoming in Visitant, The Wondrous Real, Quail Bell, Fahmidan, Abridged Magazine, Odd Magazine, Postscript, PROEM, SWWIM, Strukturriss, The Inflectionist Review, Slouching Beast Journal, Hecate, and others. She is also on Instagram: @lorelei.bacht.writer and on Twitter @bachtlorelei . She lives in Southeast Asia with her family, together with a few ancient trees and a thousand millipedes.