you, me, no difference
By Dhwanee Goyal
head: she weaves tresses in the soil and
harvests them in the winter when they are
barren. the roots are too knotted in the
ground for her to care when they itch her scalp.
neck: a twenty-second flash, she steps on
an already broken trachea. her heel shrinks
until it is inverted, but shamefulness is not
an apology-- the mistake goes uncorrected.
chest: pungence is measured in the number
of breaths she takes. all her clothes have
been borrowed by the wind; she will clip her
nose as her friend beckons to her at the door.
arms: sull what used to tear with energy-- one
day, she’ll find an answer. these arms will
cartwheel her across the plains to where it
lays, searching will transform into unmaking.
stomach: she will bely a pit where it earlier
lay, and when it gauds its way onshore, she’ll
kneel at its feet. curse her skin with but a stick,
would that be counted as a blessing? pray.
thighs: crash dormancy into a stirring, and she’ll
blink once, then cross her legs. crush a
coconut in between muscle fibres, she’ll know
that inferiority is weeded and rush collapsable.
calves/shins: tell her that when she dips her legs
in water, the ocean cries. its plastic tears choke
at its mouth, and it turns grey with remorse
at its staticity. she’ll reform, red at the reprisal.
feet: she has seen the world and it is too much.
little by little, she erodes, and a turnt shell of skin
that covers a mirror would pronounce itself
stranger. hello. do you see me as i do you?
Dhwanee Goyal is a fifteen-year-old from Maharashtra, India. Pretty buildings make her heart beat fast, and she adores puns, double-sided blankets, sentences that trail off and...